So, I started highschool a couple weeks ago. My sleep schedule is also messed up, like going to sleep at 5 am and waking up 12-1 pm. Having to deal with both of those at the same time was a lot of stress and it caused me to lose motivation to post here. Even when I have freetime and come on this site, I might type up one or two sentences but after that I just stop because I physically can't type anything more. It's like a cycle or a spiral, I'm unmotivated to post and can't do it, the consequences of not posting hit me and make me feel bad, feeling bad makes me unmotivated to do anything. When I do manage to post, and in the post I have to make some sort of big rp decision, and it turns out to be a wrong decision, I'd instantly regret it and that'd make me feel even worse.

There's just a lot of stuff going on, most of which aren't good for my mental health. I know that my health is more important than a warrior cats roleplay forum, but even so I can't help but feel bad about having bad activity. The whole cycle of feeling bad isn't normal for me, it just has to do with the mental state I'm in from all the other circumstances.

So yeah, that's the real reason why I'm not posting. I don't know when I'll be able to post normally again, but I thought I'd give you all a real explanation.